Good evening hivers!:) How's life? Maybe we could pass on this stage of uncertaintess of life where you do not know what's next and you felt stuck in general.
I know life is amazing and life is a beautiful in totality! Life is has many faces. The life of a wealthy and the life of a mediocre and the life of the marginalized individuals. Life is full of struggles to the latter part compared to the first mentioned.
I was heading home when I was riding the E-trike of my elementary classmate Wilson and randomly asked him in my dialect "Way kapoy diha Son?" (It means that if he is not tired of life.) I was surprised of his answer that he wanted to commit suicide due to life's burdens and struggles. It was a sad reality that many of us are fighting a really hard battle in surviving this LIFE.
I told him that life is really tiring even to us professionals. I felt him but I cannot help him. I just told him to just keep going because some of the people in the hospitals are fighting to live while us able wanted to end ones life. He realized that even though the life's steuggles and difficulties they can still eat three times a day. That is one of the most important thing to do.
In my work, I felt that I am not useful. I just do it my work with compliance. How can I change it? The atmosphere were really different from before. :'( The competition was very high. It is only my point of view and I do not have a strong basis for this.
I just want to express myself on tbis platform. I am not a competitive person. I just don't like the ambience.I hope it will pass soon and it will bring back the environment I fell in love with.
Maybe because I am tired because of no strong relationship with others aside from work. It's all for wirk and no strengthening of bonds for our friends and co workers.
I just wanted to rest and mind nothing and not going to work. Is it valid? Yes it is bur it is not possible becauske we are an employee. We need to work and work for the basic needs. Just move step at a time. It will change soon.
Good night and thank you.