Its a few months and forever
Since we last held hands and laughed
I can't say I miss you
But I'll kill to have you back
And since I can't have you back
And there's no one to kill
I think it's best I kill my emotions
All but that which I have when I think of you
You're just a stone throw from me
But there's a river of regret between
There was a time I would build bridges
Now, I just lay walls and write on them
If I say I want you back, it won't be a lie
But it won't be the truth either
I only want the memory of what we used to be
So we can kill it and build new memories
