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Having a recap on how the month when
Though November has been a nasty and difficult month for me. Appeared that all one could manage, with no dim of hope were moments of joy. The month commenced troublesome, and it felt very obvious that after this it all went further downhill.
The first week of November was no more a series of downs but actually the first bout of competence deprivation. I tell you I could not really think some things through. Sometimes, it was difficult for me to keep pushing that tiny bit for each day to make me live.
All was not well even after the subsequent weeks of the month. I had personal and professional stresses that ultimately broke my emotional strength and left me with nothing but misery to wallow in self-pity. Sometimes it became very difficult to find that last bit of resilience to keep moving and to believe that someday it would be better.
Besides the fact that it was one of the most stressful months, I also had to deal with my mental health issues. I would say that I had more breakdowns and more periods of depression than I would have liked to admit. It almost felt like I constantly had to fight with my thoughts and emotions; it really wasn't easy.
November was filled with problems and stress, although I tried really hard to keep the positive and hopeful attitude, though I could not at all make an impact on December. Surviving each day felt very much like dragging through life rather than actually living it.
Reflecting back on November, I find it hard to find great memories and shining moments among the very black masses of memory. It was, after all, a month of resilience and weakness.
At the end of the month, I think: finally, it's all over. I hope for a fresh start to December that brings some improvement. I have to work on my self-care and stress management, knowing the anxiety ahead.
In the end, November was indeed a grueling and difficult month for me, a period filled with exertion, suffering, often bordering on the nonsensical: the most unlikely places to find anything resembling joy or peace. I can thank hard times for the lessons and strength from enduring early adversity, and I can hope for better times again and, maybe, the possibility of some personal healing and growth.The month of November had cause a lot of pain to me in different directions which I never wishes for my for December look like it ,I have never wish to share My experience of month November my moment and memories are of pain, depression and health issues all thanks to God for his grace to endure my hard time
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