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Lately, I have been feeling as if 24 hours is no longer enough for me to do all the things I would love to do in a day. After the end of each day, I always think to myself that I could have done more. Well, I think might just be delusional and trying to stay blind to where the problem lies; Time management! I have been really bad at that, and also at multi-tasking. I like to be very productive that when I am not, I get angry at myself and that affects other things.
Of course, I am very much aware that that in fact is a problem as well, why get mad at myself instead of just solving the solution. You see, when it comes to being a better version of oneself and actually putting in the work, one would realize how important it is to be honest to oneself. Embracing your flaws and not trying to blame your actions on something else is a really good place to start.
I used to think house chores was what slowed down my productivity level at home, but that isnt even true, I just manage my time poorly. I really want to work on that, because I am entering this phase where there might be a lot of things for me to handle. In order to not get overwhelmed by then, this is very much needed.
Talking about solution, sleeping early might have been a good place for me to start, but I have tried to do this so many time and I eventually failed. My body system is so used to sleeping late that it is not cooperating with me to sleep earlier. If I were able to do that, I would have probably been ablee to start my day ealier, do some exercise and then enter the day with full energy.
Or maybe I should just take my own preaching; change is a personal decison. In many situation where this saying fits in, I never hesitate to tell people this, because I do know that it is the truth. So maybe I should believe that the problem is the fact that I have not really taken the decision to actually change. Okay then! I guess I will work on that and see how it turns out. Maybe I can finally make the most out of each day.
Thanks for reading❤️