How is it difficult to take the pain beyond emotions that can give your innermost fears
How is it difficult to absorb all the behaviors of people surrounding you
How is it difficult to say something that is too uncomfortable to begin with…
I’m ruined and I’m broken without dreams, I could think that I am really special
I’m ruined and I’m broken without change, I could be lost unwillingly into the wilderness
I’m ruined and I’m broken without laughter, I could easily die and lose any game…
I can’t stand the thought that emotions keep controlling my innermost pain without mercy
I can’t stand the thought that emotions keep lingering and syncing into heartbreaks
I can’t stand the thought that emotions keep testing my patience until I can easily lose my temper- Not now!
It’s the way that is supposed to happen, I wish it could easily heal through that pain
It’s the way that is supposed to happen, I wish it could easily be stronger than instantly
It’s the way that is supposed to happen, I wish it could easily be understood without judgment and being able to fuck up again…
Could be lost unwillingly
Lingering and syncing heartbreaks
Can give your innermost fear
Die and lose in any game
