I believe that what ever we do with each and every day of our life has a reapacaution and results, most of the time we young people tend to be mentally drained because of what we think we can achieve, not particularly every young person but some that were influenced by the society, influenced by their peer group or might be from how they were brought up, that their upbringing.
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Before now I use to live in a very rascal environment that was so because I only grew up to see my self living there, but here I'm I today without any childhood trauma just because I was restricted from so many things back then.
Receiving the kind of lessons I always learned with what the reality was giving was so aligning and real this made me believe in what ever my parents will tell me, because those things they say mostly happens.
I have seen gun fights day and night, I have seen people die, and I have seen a building been set on fire, I have seen an helicopter chase or should I say search for gangsters and all of this happened live not in the movie.
We all know environments like this are not good to raise kids but it turn out that the place I grew up was like (GTA) grand theft auto video game, those that know it can closely relate,
The one that almost got me down😌 which I will say was the greatest experience I have ever had in life was when a man was shot to dead right in front of me😭, it was a very scary thing to behold.
The victim was so unlucky, you know all this bad boss can cause all sort of problems on the street, it happened that this group of guys were caught with petrol that's fuel somewhere around the sea side so the police and immigration force got the petrol which they wanted to cross to Cameroon so they can seel it, so the were dragging all the way from the water side up to our very own community that is very close the village, things hot worse when they were up here, you know the police trying to take thier fuel tanks but those guys never allowed.
Before we knew what was happening those guys brought out some harmful weapons which I think was what triggered the police to shoot just to protect themselves. The police were shooting while they were quickly driving off so unlucky one of the bullet got a young man that wasn't even among the trouble shooters on the head, the guy fell down death just beside our shop where I sell electronics.
I saw blood and water rush out of his mouth, he died instantly, just after the scene people came to pick him up his head was open I saw human brain🥹
Infact I saw dead that very day, you know the guy's brain was scattered all over the place with blood, I was very scared that I couldn't eat for 2 days, I vomited and was automatically sick.
At first I was mentally exhausted I was still almost a child, so I got affected by the life insident that happened, but was I was able to get over it after a long time.
I was mentally irrigated by my parents and loved ones couple with friends, my mind was restructured back to normal, you know my parents told me why I needed to grow up being a good person in the society my thoughts was changed towards how I see other people.
This was my experience.
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