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It happens to me, that when I close my eyes, darkness takes over my senses, I see nothing, just a formless void, and in that silence, my heart crumbles.
It may seem ridiculous, I know, that seeing nothing, my sadness increases, but for me, it is an overwhelming reality, because before, your eyes shone in my memory.
Your face was drawn with every blink of an eye, and your name resounded in my oldest dreams, it was a sweet whisper in my inner world, a light that illuminated my existence with splendour.
But now, only darkness surrounds me, and in it, my happiness is drowned, sadness takes over my being, not perceiving your presence, my love.
I close my eyes and everything turns black, there is no trace of that tender and blind love, there is only an echo of what it was, a shadow that fades without wanting to.
Although the darkness invades me completely, I still keep hope in the most secret, maybe one day, I'll see again with my eyes closed, your face and your name, in tangled dreams.
Until then, I will continue to face the sadness, accepting that darkness is a certainty, but in my heart, your light will remain, and in my dreams, your memory will never fade.