I'm working in progress and I'm doing everything possible to make sure that all the work that I'm doing actually makes sense at the end of the day and I guess to win at the end. If I don't win, then what is the reward of all the work that I've put into whatever that I'm doing to this present moment?
When I've already put in all the effort and done all the work, that is when I can actually come back at the end of the day and be happy that I did all this for myself and I got better at it to the very end. That is the most interesting part of living.