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I remember that moment and the day I made a promise to myself that there's no comfort zone, no excuse but a reason to improve life and become a successful person..
The time When Life told me to level up and act out of character
I used to be a non serious guy in life years ago, spending time playing with frens and thinking about the fun and chill all the time.
Life had some other plans, the day I lost my dad was the when I made promise to myself this is on me now. everything that was fun for me before isn't fun anymore.
It was that moment when I had this goal to make the life better out of that situation.
From playing on streets with frens to started working since early age to look after family.
Never cared about hangouts, weekend fun or going to places back then..I wasn't in the same character like before ever after that and had only a single goal.
The one Goal In life
One promise I made on that day was giving all my happiness or even dreams to my mom.. theirs none more dearest than her in my life.
It's the only goal I had, always has been doing my best to keep her happy and free from the stress of this world.
The action I took was taking break from studies back then to work and improve things in life.. the break was like three years and now all the frens I had back then are graduated while I've restarted an year ago. The price I paid was big and things are quite better.
If I'm going through a bad patch or things ain't working out..I don't want her to know about it but sort out on my own.
I bought her little things and everything I do for her is like an achievement. I know my priorities, my needs and responsibilities now and life becomes much better when person knows what's your "why" and it's very clear in my head.
it's not easy but there's no other choice
Life is never easy, it never will be.. there are times when I feel sick and worst when I've to make a tough decision on my own thinking about the consequences.
It feels absolute worse making the mistake that cost you a lot financially.. there's not a moment when my mind is clear without thoughts.. it's always stressing about things and I'm still getting used to with it.
One thing I know is future will be better than the present I'm living.. it's going to be better because I'm working on it everyday bricks by bricks.
I believe once you act out of character you're more focused and willing to get something than ever. I hope one day eventually I'll look back to this post and will be grateful of things and the journey. Now is the time to swallow the hard pill and harvest in the future.
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