To be Repraved.

It wasn't long now. It wasn't long till the darkness comes over. She was underwater held by a hand to keep her from thrashing or coming up for oxygen. The image of a bullet flying and hitting her in the skull sounded appeasing. She wanted that,had prayed for hours to be assaulted,repraved and shot in the head. Rese was drowning. She hadn't learnt how to hold her breathe for long yet. It's been six months now. A regular routine that she wasn't accustomed to. It wasn't long now.

Pondering over what to write about,what magical word to just wisp out of thin air. I needed to create a word but nothing was making sense in my head. It was random. When I got a word in my head it was out of nowhere and at the moment I was staring at a calendar, thinking.

There's no greater prison than one's mind
Reprave means the freedom from one's thoughts. The freedom from the cage of one's mind. Being caged doesn't necessarily mean being bounded or stuck behind metal bars. The mind can be both paradise and hell. It's literally how imagination works. Relating with the words, pessimistic and optimistic. Being optimistic doesn't only entails one being positive. One can be positive in heart but have his/her mind playing with him/her. Being optimistic is a state of mind and a state of heart. One would say the mind controls itself sometimes cause tell me why I'm trying to be optimistic and you're here bringing up routes to lose hope again?

To be repraved means to be free from one's mind. From the cage of one's mind/thoughts.It took me hours to figure something out. To fit one and two together. Creating a new word wasn't as easy as I thought it'd be. Hell, I never thought it was going to be easy. It was tasking.

Is there a way to turn off one's mind?

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