The journey has finally begun. I have left one part of me for good. I think I can say that with honesty since my things and my self are on their way to the Philippines for good. No more job. No more permanent place of abode.
A fresh start. Maybe. Well I think so since I am alone. No house. Not yet anyway. I do hope my plans will be good. I really do think if I just take my time. Do things right. Measure twice, cut once. Square all angles right. Things should turn out good.
Taking my time will give me time to have more time to reflect on everything I am going to be doing. It will allow me to see how I am progressing without stressing as I learn this new trade I have placed myself in. I often make decisions based on careful thinking. Giving myself time to try and work out how things will pan out for me. Based on not just my emotions but also how I think things will work out based on analysis that is not rushed.
Of course most of everyone thinks I am rushing when I make my decision since they do not see me thinking these plans in my head and I sometimes place smoke and mirrors to throw people off my scent when I am in the planning process and only reveal once I have made up my mind.
I do break out in rants about anything and everything as I work things out in my head but half the time that is to give myself some heat with what I am thinking just to see if it stands up. Especially when I complain about how things work and how things need connections. The list goes on in my head and I do think there are so many things I can clearly not see without having the hard think before anythings else is done.
Of course there are always unforeseen things. Especially when these plans all involve new things I have not even attempted in the past. And I admit mistakes do come out when on somethings I decide on but I am also mindful not to repeat them when I am in the same situation.
Once the bullets fly well layed out plans turns into shit. Not sure where I heard this from. I think it was from a movie. All I can say is with moral courage I will face new things with the thought of learning something everyone says there is a need to study in some trade schools with what I am attempting.
I am not fool hardy enough to say "I beg to differ' since I have no idea until I am in the thick of attempting to do these project.
I know I sound ambiguous but I can assure you, once I start it you will probably know since I will have that as one of the many things I talk about here.
And at the end of the day I will never know until I give it a go.
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