Life is very fast and things often keep on popping one after the other sometimes due to a lot of reasons we have to just let Something go even if we are very likely to have done those things if we didn't face those particular circumstances and there are also a lot of certain times when we intentionally stop doing something just because we have grown out of interest from that particular thing but due to a lot of things whatever the reason is we are fun let go many certain activities which were a regular things in our life once upon a time.
The lifestyle that we all are living is very tense already and also quite packed in terms of the scheduling that we have to maintain to give time to everything that is around us and that is why we need to just priority is the things that we want to be doing and the things that are going to be able to be given up by us and sometimes in those particular decisions we do let go a lot of such things which were very much loved by us and after a couple of years we do realize that we have a done that particular thing for a long period and it is a very bad feeling for sure.
One of those things for me personally has been painting because it was one of those things which I enjoyed very much as a child it was something that started as a timepass for me because I loved playing with crayons when I was in kindergarten and since then I give a bit of attention as well as attractiveness towards painting and just splashing random colors on the paper was something that I loved doing.
As a teenager it became something that was a bit of escape from everything else for me as it did give me a lot of peace and the best thing about it was I felt very happy while doing it and it was quite magical for me to look at something which was very blank at the beginning and something that it ends up with looks so beautiful which is basically by mixing colors and looking after a lot of things that can be done by experimenting and that was one of the things that I loved doing quite a lot.
I never did paint a drawing by professional means or something that I wanted to make a profession out of but it was something that was one of my best hobbies I can say for sure and it was a great time killer for me which I always enjoyed doing but you do a lot of things in my life that happened later on became a reason for me to just simply move away from my best hobby.
One of the prime reasons was the lack of time as I moved into adulthood my daily life became a lot busier and because of the responsibilities that I had to endure I started to get even less time for doing anything else and it also is something that you can't be done without a bit of mental piece as well and because of all of these things which I am engaged in right now does provide a lot of stresses well and never really give a particular environment to paint anything after that.
It feels very disconnected after leaving something that I used to love very much at 1 point in my life and that disconnect feels like I let go of a part of myself that was something that was purely based on happiness and that does not exist even now which is us a wave of sadness which arrives every time I think about it in that manner. Whenever this kind of thought comes often think that I should resume doing it again and after a couple of thoughts, I don't get particular motivation to just go into it again after leaving it for so many years.
Life always keeps on changing and it is a basic rule of life that we have to give up a lot of things as are priorities shift now and then but there are a lot of things that white be very meaningful to just keep holding on to and for me painting was one of those things but I do regret giving it up or at least not finding enough time and reasons to just keep doing it without giving it up completely.
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