I don't wanna cry, I promised many times that I have to be strong. But I am human who felt the natural feeling of sadness. Happiness filled my heart sometime but still there is no excuse when sadness came along. As I'd said, loneliness is a friend of mine. It's normal when I cried. Seeing me smiling has a limit. There are so many reason why it happened to me. I cannot blame my heart that hurts. I cannot stop my tears getting out from my eyes because there is something that caused the pain. It's my fault or not , only God knows why He gave me this burden.I have no right to complain and I am being free how it subsides when I shared this with my hive community members. Maybe, people will judge me just like before how people did it to me but I am okay and never say anything.
The universe was in my side in the morning. Dark clouds cover the rays of the sun.
It was a coincidence to the feelings I felt crying before I sleep until I woke up.I just cried for a reason. I don't know why? How bad I am to be punished like this?
The sunset today. It looks so amazing and my heart is no longer heavy compared to last night.
I am not joking, I am not pretending but I cried. Well, if there are people who laught at me crying,may God forgive you. There is no laughter in my agony. Before I sleep, I prayed.
After sleeping, I woke up early at 4:00am, I got my bath and still the pain was in my heart.
But as the sun goes by, at 7am , miracle came along. Tired eyes stopped cryimg. There was still a painful like needle hits it but slowly it eased alone. I continue walking in the rooftop and check all the stuff there.
I offer prayers from the deepest chamber of my heart.
For the sake of my love ones, I will stand up whatever happen.
Thank you,
By faith in God, the power of His Divine Mercy, do not underestimate thy power and capacity. If it is not given to you, there is a reason, It it is taken from you, there is a replacement the best for you. Do not be blind, open your eyes and see what God prepared for you, for us.
Thank you for your support to me. From the beginning until now, all my contents are base on my real life everyday.