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"IF I FALTER"
If I falter
open wide, allow me
to crumble into fine strains
of nothingness
stepping from the coolness of tranquility
onto flames of coals and desire.
If I falter
release the shackles that have tethered me
to the universe.
for beyond this realm,
I'm summoned.
If I falter
ease the pain of daggers
I've left strewn about
my life from the beginning
to the shadows
where I can confide
My pain.
Where He is waiting for me
to confess my sins
that I've done all wrong
in this world.
Nothing left to do but
Repent.
After I falter.
For my current mixed media art project, I wanted to share a poem that reflects on the thoughts of imperfection and redemption. A person who yearns for release from the pain of wrongdoing knowing full well the circumstances.
I created the project utilizing various filters and backgrounds. My design program is Canva. My filtering program is Deep Dream Generator. For the background, I used one of Canva's, free images.
I began with the free-sourced image of a female surrounded by time.
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Source
Next, in Deep Dream Generator, I located a beautiful and ethereal filter image and ran it on the photo. The result of the filtered image looked as if the female is floating aimlessly in the universe in a timeless maze. The filter deepened the eye color.
Below is my result:
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To complete my project, I uploaded all into Canva to blend the images. Placing the female in a frame worked well for this project.
I chose a completely different green color pallet and symmetrical design for the frame as a way to enhance the coloring of the image. The frame was courtesy of Canva in my upgraded Annual Pro Membership Subscription. I duplicated the frame to that a shape could emerge as the background to hold the female image.
I share with you my completed mixed media art project:
![Apophysis-IfIFalter.jpg](https://files.peakd.com/file/peakd-hive/justclickindiva/48PSqSbo6vQJHEK7EfaZiiGhTViW89oV4V6vdhjwCua1KU2953RcRQPwwGB9KVnqGC.jpg)
Thanks for taking the time to view my post. I hope you like my mixed media art project.
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SOURCES:
a) JustClickindiva's Footer created in Canva utilizing its free background and images used with permission from discord admins.
b) Unless otherwise noted, all photos taken by me with my (i) Samsung Galaxy 10" Tablet, (ii) Samsung Phone, & (iii) FUJI FinePix S3380 - 14 Mega Pixels Digital Camera
c) Purple Butterfly part of purchased set of Spiritual Clip Art for my Personal Use
d) All Community logos, banners, page dividers used with permission of Discord Channel admins.
e) Ladies of Hive banner used with permission of and in accordance with the admin's guidelines
f) Thumbnail Image created by me in Canva.
g) "Flames." What is Apophysis 2.09. https://flam3.com/
1 What is Stable Diffusion? StarryAI.Com. Online at: https://starryai.com/stable-diffusion