My heart was dark for a few days. I overcame the problem inside me, and so I thought things wouldn’t be hard anymore, but my resolve collapsed again, pitifully. I didn’t know what to do in a time like this, so I was flustered.
After endlessly hating many things, I ultimately came to hate myself. So I hated myself for a long time. I fought endlessly with my loathsome self. The monsoon season in my heart dragged on. After a while I finally couldn’t hate myself any longer, so I stood in front of the mirror and smiled.