In ways I could understand the feeling of it all, I knew it now
In ways I could understand the emotion of the rest of the picture, I knew it now
In ways I could understand the horror in the rest of the time, I knew it now…
Should this feeling be enough to keep me going until the end I wanted
Should this emotion be enough to be the basis of the rest of my passion?
Should this horror be the measure of the fact that this is not for me…
This feeling gave me the real value that I deserve beyond anything
This emotion gave me an uncomfortably feeling that made me fear the future
This horror gave me the courage to go back to what’s important to me…
Will this feeling ever evolve into once happiness I had
Will this emotion ever come to an ending or beyond what I truly desire?
Will this horror be the happy ending I once imagined to have…
Once happiness I had
Makes me fear the future
Basis of the rest of my passion
Going until the end I wanted
