Today I don't feel on the top. It is actually happening quite often that I don't feel too inspired and not very motivated. I see the purpose and I have a goal, but it just feels like things are not going the way I want them too. For example, waking up and seeing that I have to spend at least a couple of hours fixing an electrical device... I cannot fix it myself, so I need to travel for 30-40 minutes to deliver it for repair, then come back, then leave it there for some days-weeks, then do the same ride again later, and then pay a lot for all of it in addition. It kind of drains me for energy, at least that is how I feel.
And when I wake up I want to get a great start on the day, but I don't feel the energy to do the right thing, so often I have been awake for one hour without really getting started with the task that I felt like I should have done and planned on doing.
Motivation is Found When Purpose is Discovered
That was the quote I found today. I feel like I have the purpose, and I do have the motivation as well, but sometimes I feel like the strength to do the right thing is lacking. I know what I would have told others who complained about the same thing to me... get started! That is the hardest, but once you get going, you will feel better, and then you are able to turn it around. The hardest is often getting started!
So, well... curious to see if I can get started and get the day going soon!