Hi, guys!
Today I will obviously complain, and I will complain for a long time.
My course of treatment with heavy psychiatric drugs has now ended. I still feel their influence on my perception of reality, but less and less every day. At first it was difficult for me to walk at all, because the world before my eyes blurred and changed in size almost constantly. It was especially difficult with the steps. I could only walk normally if I didn’t look at them at all, and as soon as I started looking, everything would inevitably blur and I would fall or almost fall. During this time I seriously injured my leg twice and it is still healing and I cannot go to dance classes.
Now my main task is to return to sports. Today I went to stretching for the first time after a break, it was very difficult for me, but still I coped with the task and stayed through the entire workout, albeit with pauses. It is very important now to return to the gym and pole training as soon as possible, because I know very well my peculiarity: the more training I miss, the more difficult it is for me to return later. Now I want to force myself to return as soon as possible, so as not to experience this feeling of horror again for a long time.
