1/1/25. What a clean looking date. I'm glad I'm here to see it. I know the New Year is just another date but I still am grateful. As I age these milestones actually mean more to me. 1/1/25 is just another day but hey, unless society has a massive collapse, this is definitely historical. Reaching a New Year simply feels special. Collapse or not HA.
I suppose I find it hard to find words but the New Year just brings unique, rare feelings that I feel like only come from well, lived experience. Times changing and society changing and transforming just alters perspective massively and it's a strange feeling to describe.
I guess the feeling I am rambling about is simply a MASSIVE ton of bittersweetness, and a massive sense of urgency. I also feel excited about what good things I can accomplish going FORWARD. With this New Year here, I want to travel back in time throughout 2024 and stop feeling lazy or sorry for myself.
But the past is over can't change it. Really I want to tackle 2025 relentlessly.
Time doesn't care. I'm going to try and be an improved person and follow through with my goals because I simply must. Can't negotiate with time. Everyday is an opportunity. While I am still fairly young, everyday, another opportunity is taken from me. I am also not even that young. I've got a big birthday coming up in just a few months, as does my son.
I've been through a lot and well, I am sick of going through stuff. Time for ME to start RUNNING through stuff like a FREIGHT CHAIN. Choo choo. Hive on folks.